Perspective is almost everything.  Half empty or half full.  That goes with almost every situation and circumstance.  In my condition now I don't mind things as much as when it first started happening.  Example: I'd wake up really early like 4:00 am with the strongest urge to poop.  No warning just the 11th hour urge.  I had no chance of making it to the bathroom with my stiffness and difficulty getting out of bed.  So there it is, MSA rears its ugly head.   But I don't pay too much mind to it anymore.  Too many  more important things going on today and every day.  Life, family, friendships especially the one with  my savior Jesus.  He gave me a real angel in  my wife.  Too much to be grateful for.